Currently @ 36 weeks n the pain begins

My forth one..

Its been 2days the pain starts..n it is so uncomfortable..cepatlah mase ni berlalu..it is the same like hans..nak blk perlis takut dh xsempat..kang xpasal2 kena cr hosp. yg berdekatan ngn hway...bila dh sakit2 semo keje dh malas nk buat..sori boss, the time has come..dr xboleh WFH beter MC n AL je..

Today is 29th feb..dam! klu bersalin arini forsure bzday 4thn sekali..but looking at mummy condition this morning, i dont think i give birth today..my instinct rase cm wiken ni..klu 5th Mac lagi bagus..kena ngn anniversary mummy n daddy..

Talking bout anniversary..nothin to celebrate as looking at mummy condition xdapatla g jejln mana2..usually daddy will be the one who will plan ahead..bg mummy sekadar bunga n hadiah pun dh ok (nak gak tu hahaha)..

Hopefully everything went well..mummy n bb selamat..berdebar gak nk masuk labor room eventhough its the forth time..my planned nk bersalin kat perlis dh terbantut..nak berpantang perlis pun dh terbantut..yg xbest bersalin d kl bila;

- no family visit u at the hosp..klu perlis kua labor room ja ade papa,mama, maklang kakena..sakit bersalin tu xdela sakit wen someone is waiting outside..tp klu d kl..daddy je..igat time hans..bersalin time 2pg, sok tghari dh ble discharge..tp hans still kat NICU..tah pape..sedih dow..sbb tu mummy lg suka bersalin perlis..

- then biler bb kena kuning mummy kena blk..klu kat perlis..mami n bb stay together..

Nak berpantang kat perlis pun mummy dh antara dua sbb haikal skool..takut ketinggalan..n takut mummy xleh handle 4 org sekali kat kg nanti..

Dear god..pls help me..gimme strenght..

Dear mummy..always keep mind..anak2 bukan bebanan tp permata yg x mungkin dpt dicari ganti n rezeki dr ALLAH s.w.t